This artwork relates to the idea of Kusama’s self portrait as a pumpkin. The vegetable that is placed in an empty landscape, he might be staring at us if we look at it, or simply gazing in the infinite emptiness around, vaguely. Its soft and worrying at the same time.

The self-portrait is becoming here an hallucination, as the personnage has two heads. It becomes an object, half in this world, half in another, unknown.
The simple fabric refers to the softness of the pumpkin’s skin as well as to an hospital garment.